An awaiting/intended parent can sometimes feel like the red playing piece

Sometimes, I feel weird going into baby stores, looking for items.  Salespeople just assume I’m looking for someone else, so they ask if that person was registered with the store.  Ummmm, my husband and I are the ones who registered there (not all of them, we only have one “real” registry.  The other is a third party site where you can add items from different stores).  While most salespeople don’t actually roll their eyes or look surprised, you can tell they find it strange.  I mean, I’m not pregnant.  It’s to the point that sometimes, I first say that I’m adopting – especially around people over a certain age or from certain cultures.

Then there’s the mental health aspect.  I’ve been trying to find post-partum/post delivery programs, ones which are inclusive to those who were not pregnant.  They’re hard to find – even “virtual” ones on Facebook (the ones I’ve found are mostly for people who are waiting their child(ren)’s birth as well as those who are still trying.  I’d like to find ones for those who have already had their kids).  Sometimes, you just want to talk or share experiences.  I mean, you CAN with people who didn’t go through the same thing, but it’s often hard for them to understand.  Like the pressures to breastfeed.  I’m not going to be able to do that (yes, I know all about “adoptive breastfeeding,” but I’m not going there due to my medical condition.  A medical condition on my part is the reason why we didn’t even consider pregnancy in the first place).  And most post-partum programs talk about changes with hormones on the mother’s part (or getting back in shape).  My hormones aren’t experiencing a sudden change like that of a woman who went through pregnancy.  However, the stresses of parenting, especially for the first time, could be there (see my piece on “birth parent privilege“).

I’m not saying that I WILL experience them, but it would be nice if I (or my husband, for that matter) could speak with someone who understands.  It doesn’t have to be a professional, but some guidance on WHERE to find such groups to share these experiences would be very helpful – especially for after the birth.  I’d like to speak with people who have had similar experiences (yes, I realize parenting is parenting, but I don’t want to hear that I’m “lucky” because I don’t have to deal with lactation or hormonal issues.  And being into fitness, I’ve found that all the mom and baby programs focus on post-birth issues (rightly so), so they’re OBVIOUSLY not for me).  I just kind of feel…left out at times.

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The show not only focuses on the IVF treatment a Toronto couple goes through, but also criticizes how the so-called “baby industry” is centred around “traditional parenthood” – leaving out MANY families, including same-sex couples and those who adopt.  I suppose it’s easier for same-sex couples, since it is pretty obvious that they’ll need “help” to start a family, but heterosexual couples have to suffer in silence.  And until recently, being open about it was a big no-no.  It’s still considered a bad thing in some cultures – especially my ancestral culture.  So to people in the Chinese community who think I’m airing dirty laundry:  I’m sorry, but this is something which NEEDS TO BE OUT IN THE OPEN.  Infertility isn’t something we should be ashamed of and keeping it to ourselves just makes things worse.  So yes, this is a BIG F-YOU TO THE COMMUNITY.  I know not everyone feels this way, but more do than in other communities.

Anyway, regardless of  culture, it’s still more shameful to have fertility issues than not.  And we have to deal with people giving us unwanted advice on what to do in order to GET pregnant.  Well, maybe the couple has tried everything?  Or maybe there’s a situation like ours, where we’ve known for a LONG TIME that there are health-related issues regarding pregnancy.  And don’t even get started about adoption.  That usually comes from older people who adopted before the mid-90s when adoption was a little easier (I don’t really want to get either, other than to say that it’s something we’re no longer considering.  Otherwise, it’s a WHOLE OTHER POST).

Anyway, I really enjoyed every single episode.  They’re short – no longer than eight minutes – so it’s easy to binge watch.  Anyone who has experienced fertility issue or has gone through IVF or know people who have can completely relate.  I hope they make more episodes (I’m not sure if there’ll be a second season, but they’ve announced that there will be “bonus footage” coming soon) as I’d love to find out more about the couple including other options Jane and Charlie might consider.  Perhaps even surrogacy (since Jane has uterine lining issues), which is what we’re now hoping would give us a family.

Stay tuned for updates on OUR family…..

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